Olenko kotona vai oven takanako vain

Semmoset kunnon stressiaikakaudet tai tunnemyrskyt seuraa jonkinlaista kaavaa - tulee mieleen heti ekana verrata cuban missile kriisiin, koska me opiskellaan sitä hissassa nyt. vois vaikka verrata myös maanjäristyksiin - ratkaisevia jälkijäristyksiä voi seurata pääjäristyksen jälkeen.

stressi nousee aluksi vakaasti, kunnes saavutetaan ratkaiseva hetki jonka jälkeen kriisi on toistaiseksi ohi - mutta pian ahdistus palaa, ja tullaan taas pisteeseen, jossa stressi on niin voimakasta että maailma tuntuu hajoavan ympäriltä - sitten asia käsitellään ytimiään myöten, jonka jälkeen ahdistus laskee, ja tilanne on ohi.

mun näppäimistön alla on pieni punainen koristetähti, ja se kiiltää punaisena kun painan h- näppäintä.

suurin bacparty-huuma on jo mennyt ohi, mutta mentiin sophien kanssa kattelemaan mekkoja lauantaina. eräs erittäin mahdollinen vaihtoehto oli tämä:



kirjotin suomen kuvalehteen - eikös olekin jännää

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Went out one night, and took a flashlight

I saw this strange dream in which the FBI arrested me and my secondcousing Krista because we had killed this old man who had tried to harrass us. The cop who arrested me was one of those kinds of men who i really hate. He was scary and aggresive-seeming and big and almost bald.

Mari came here for the weekend. On friday me and dad went to pick her up from the train station, came home and then me and Mari left to town. Siim came too, and we drank our Rodenbachs from last week, and I discovered that I really like the taste of Rodenbach.



Anyway, we got to town and went to delirium. I was wearing my super shmexay boots which Mari brought from London (she'd ordered them from the internet but well).



The shoes are otherwise really pretty but I'm just kind of afraid they'll make my feet look fat. They are actually kinda halfway-shin (or whatever its called??) and they cut them in half so .. = fat look. Kinda. But they still do look cool and all I think.

We met up with Kotryna and her friend Laura, who was awesome, and well drank beer and chilled and. So on. Kotryna and Laura took off to Celtica. Me, Mari and Siim then went to Rock Classic, but me and Siim just bought Maes and started talking about Marx, and eventually the conversation went to all kindsa philosophical whatever talk about life and values and.. So on :D

I've been eating all the time today cause I biked to Katri's (she lives in Sterrebeek) and Krista and Sophie were there and we booked our flights to Rome for the carnaval holidays. So uhm. Doing sports is tiring and makes one hungry.

Im bad, I'm bad. Babe.

I haven't written in ages. I apologise to my only devoted follower :( but I have been busy lately, or more accurately lazy. I've been trying to write two finnish essays, a philosophy essay and do maths bacs on probability. I've also been doing alot of nothing, hanging out with Siim and going to town a bit too.

On friday I went to town with Krista, Katri and Siim. First I went to delhaize with Siim, and he bought a Maes can and I bought two Jupilers. I managed to finish my Jupiler somehow, but in the end it tasted terrible. I wanted all the alcohol, heh, so I drank the bottom anyways. I threw my can in the bin at the metro station and started walking towards the ticket stamping machine. I was trying really hard to keep the beer in, but somehow my body couldnt take it, and I coughed some vomit in my mouth, which was very surprising. A second later I was vomiting full on. It was very, very surprising. And then there just was puke on the metro floor. I decided to ignore my puking and well, we just walked into the metro and I wiped my mouth and scarf with tissues. Then I bought gum and then we lolled at what had happened for a while.

When we got to town we went to City2 to fnac to get tickets for the Mew concert, which is today!! Yaaay



Anyway, then we met up with Krista and Katri and tried to rush to the chinese supermarket to get Asahi. But we didn't make it, and then just went to delhaize where Siim bought some beer and I got myself an aquarius.

Then we went to delirium and then floris tequila and then.. maybe we tried to get into celtica.. or maybe we went to bizon.. But anyway, we couldn't get into Celtica during the whole night, which was kind of annoying, but I didn't mind too much. We started talking about food at some point and found out Krista had never eaten a dürum, and Siim decided we must get a mitraillette.



I was kinda hungry so I wanted another one, which I ate half and half with Siim. We came home with the last metro, which wasn't very crowded or full of people from our school or anything really.

Should get going now, Siim's dad is gonna drive us to roodebeek because the weather is so crap and so, they'll be here in about 50 mins. More updates to come sometime in the near future.

She ain't coming back again

It's rather hilarious, both for me and the people around me at the time, when I wake up from a nap in the middle of the day. I'm always somehow hugely confused; today I took a nap from about 13:40 to 14:10 which stretched to 15:00 which stretched further to 16:00. I woke up thinking it was thursday (it's wednesday) and I'd slept past the whole school day. I also sometimes wake up and think it's the next morning - I go all arr I don't wanna go to school, maybe I'll nap for 5 mins.. Then when I can be bothered to get up, I look at the clock and get shocked or just plain confused, when it shows 20:30.

Siim is on a classtrip and I've just been in a randomly confused state for the past days. I saw strange dreams last night. Dreams really fuck with my mind. It's wednesday and I've so far done nothing - On normal days I usually come home around this time. I have a huge chemistry test tomorrow but I don't feel like studying for it at all, because I think I know my chemistry. But I do have some things I really should learn, but I'm to tired and bored to do anything srsly. I'm gonna write my personal statement/ platform race for a while now.

No pictures, boring.

Siim made me realise I didn't have all the Okkervil River albums. I downloaded a couple, and I've been listening to Don't Fall In Love With Everyone You See yesterday and today non stop.

I want to ride my bi-cy-cle!

I survived last week without dying! Awesome.

My groundedness ended on friday, or basically last week in the middle already - my nine line isn't strict and i get to come home at twelve on saturdays and fridays.

I didn't go out though on friday or saturday. On friday I stayed at siim's and we watched bullshit and so on, messed about doing nothing. Yesterday we went to Quick in the evening and walked to siim's and hmm watched some more bullshit.


Penn & Teller FTW

Today I read Vänrikki Stål. Finished both parts. Fuck yeah. Boring stuff (sorry, Runeberg)

Tomorrow gotta go to school earlier than i'd usually need to on mondays cause i gotta do this fill-in sheet for Finnish about Vänrikki Stål (how exciting..) and gotta do a bit of maths.

The maths test on thursday wasn't nearly as hard as I thought it'd be. We only had two questions which were super easy, we finished the test early so we did corrections and tsa da dam, i should get a ten. Quite nice considering that the day before I had a nervous breakdown and I was sobbing and screaming on the flood yelling "I DON'T UNDERSTAND! I'M GONNA FAIL THE MATHS BAC! I'M NOT GONNA GET INTO IMPERIAL!!". Siim showed me yesterday a math BAC they'd got - it didn't seem hard at all.

My obsession during the past week has been pistachio (or pistache?) ice cream. I wanted it since monday, when for some reason it came up during the history lesson. Finally on thursday I had time to go buy some from delhaize. Dad and Johanna ate like half of it and then dad went and bought a new package :D. Yarr. Ice cream is awesome.


MMmmm.

Anyway. I'm still plat plat PLATFOOOORM racing almost every single day. Rank 19 now. Beat that, kids!

I'd rather shoot a woman than a man

It's kind of cool how Hotmail and Blogspot and all these sites have put those "automatic save" things on the site. But I learned a long time ago, thanks to the constant dysfunction or fucking myspace to always(Ctrl + C). But I still occasionally fail in remembering to do that. Anyways.

Bath replied to my e-mail and apparently i got no chances of getting in now. But happens.

I saw the cutest thing today on Bullshit - a pink mini. It was like.. very very pink. And it was so pretty.

I'm gonna get myself a mini some day

Siim's still sick, school is still tiring, I ate a durum today with Mari, and Mari's leaving to London tomorrow. I have two essays and a project for next week - but my groundedness ends on Friday! Whoppee.