She ain't coming back again

It's rather hilarious, both for me and the people around me at the time, when I wake up from a nap in the middle of the day. I'm always somehow hugely confused; today I took a nap from about 13:40 to 14:10 which stretched to 15:00 which stretched further to 16:00. I woke up thinking it was thursday (it's wednesday) and I'd slept past the whole school day. I also sometimes wake up and think it's the next morning - I go all arr I don't wanna go to school, maybe I'll nap for 5 mins.. Then when I can be bothered to get up, I look at the clock and get shocked or just plain confused, when it shows 20:30.

Siim is on a classtrip and I've just been in a randomly confused state for the past days. I saw strange dreams last night. Dreams really fuck with my mind. It's wednesday and I've so far done nothing - On normal days I usually come home around this time. I have a huge chemistry test tomorrow but I don't feel like studying for it at all, because I think I know my chemistry. But I do have some things I really should learn, but I'm to tired and bored to do anything srsly. I'm gonna write my personal statement/ platform race for a while now.

No pictures, boring.

Siim made me realise I didn't have all the Okkervil River albums. I downloaded a couple, and I've been listening to Don't Fall In Love With Everyone You See yesterday and today non stop.

I want to ride my bi-cy-cle!

I survived last week without dying! Awesome.

My groundedness ended on friday, or basically last week in the middle already - my nine line isn't strict and i get to come home at twelve on saturdays and fridays.

I didn't go out though on friday or saturday. On friday I stayed at siim's and we watched bullshit and so on, messed about doing nothing. Yesterday we went to Quick in the evening and walked to siim's and hmm watched some more bullshit.


Penn & Teller FTW

Today I read Vänrikki Stål. Finished both parts. Fuck yeah. Boring stuff (sorry, Runeberg)

Tomorrow gotta go to school earlier than i'd usually need to on mondays cause i gotta do this fill-in sheet for Finnish about Vänrikki Stål (how exciting..) and gotta do a bit of maths.

The maths test on thursday wasn't nearly as hard as I thought it'd be. We only had two questions which were super easy, we finished the test early so we did corrections and tsa da dam, i should get a ten. Quite nice considering that the day before I had a nervous breakdown and I was sobbing and screaming on the flood yelling "I DON'T UNDERSTAND! I'M GONNA FAIL THE MATHS BAC! I'M NOT GONNA GET INTO IMPERIAL!!". Siim showed me yesterday a math BAC they'd got - it didn't seem hard at all.

My obsession during the past week has been pistachio (or pistache?) ice cream. I wanted it since monday, when for some reason it came up during the history lesson. Finally on thursday I had time to go buy some from delhaize. Dad and Johanna ate like half of it and then dad went and bought a new package :D. Yarr. Ice cream is awesome.


MMmmm.

Anyway. I'm still plat plat PLATFOOOORM racing almost every single day. Rank 19 now. Beat that, kids!

I'd rather shoot a woman than a man

It's kind of cool how Hotmail and Blogspot and all these sites have put those "automatic save" things on the site. But I learned a long time ago, thanks to the constant dysfunction or fucking myspace to always(Ctrl + C). But I still occasionally fail in remembering to do that. Anyways.

Bath replied to my e-mail and apparently i got no chances of getting in now. But happens.

I saw the cutest thing today on Bullshit - a pink mini. It was like.. very very pink. And it was so pretty.

I'm gonna get myself a mini some day

Siim's still sick, school is still tiring, I ate a durum today with Mari, and Mari's leaving to London tomorrow. I have two essays and a project for next week - but my groundedness ends on Friday! Whoppee.

I bought some new clothes today

I bought
- cheap turquoise H&M tights
- kind of lacy blue and black tights
- black transparent-patterned tights (in picture over turquoise tights)
- a long sleeved loooong shirt, which is dark green and awesome
- a grey thingy (neule) [in blurry part of picture]

I LOVE MINIS

AAAAAAAAAAA AREN'T THEY CUTE??????



SEE? PURE AWESOMENESS!



<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

You muumi muumi, MUUMIMUUMI

I love dijon mustard.



I'm eating rice, fish n salad. Tastes too good. Rice with dijon and soy sauce <3 ahh.

I just came back from Siim's, went to say hi to him today cause he wasn't in school again cause he's still sick. I have loads of homework. Like really. Loads. I have atleast 5 books to read before january, a UCAS application to do including writing my personal statement, maths homework every single day, cause with this years timetable we don't have any maths double lessons and therefore have maths everyday. And then I have the normal essays, projects and physics and chemistry and all that shit.

Just noticed every single paragraph starts with "I" :D. I'm so diverse.

Since I've decided that I'll start stressing about school less, I will not spend ages on my biology essay. I'll just make it okay. I shall not aim for perfection, like I'd usually do, because really biology doesn't matter almost at all in the end. And it definately doesnt matter whether I get a 9 or a 9,5 from an essay from a 2h subject on which we're gonna have b-tests on anyways and I'm not even doing a bio oral.

Games.

Agony The Portal or ATP as me and Siim like to say



Good:
- Really awesome for about three days. Then it starts getting monotonic.
- Although the difficulty of the villages/kings keeps getting harder all the time, as you get weapons and skills it's of course easier to slay them orks, so the levels don't really get harder at all. You can just do cooler shit when you've got better stuffs.[Note: I began playing with Normal mode, and couldn't be bothered to start again with Hard. Normal mode really was a bit too easy.]
- After campaign there's Darwin mode, where you can I guess play endlessly (haven't tried)

Bad
- Gets monotonic
- Prevents you from doing your homework
- You can't use fireballs on elf kings :(((((

Higher



I think the game is based on some animated recent kiddie film

- I didn't read the controls first hehehe so I played it really pointlessly
for a long time (everyone really needed this info)
- Awesome waste of time
- Soothing
- Cute
- Gets a bit boring after reached Deep Space

I'm super addicted to platform racing. But I shall not play it today - too much homework.

ex oh ex oh
mE

(Listen to Foxy Shazam - Science of Love to get the title)

Too many mutha'uckas

I can't write my biology essay for Tuesday. I don't know what I'm going to write, and I kinda just don't wanna write it.
Okkervil River is making me kind of happyish even though
- I did my physics homework, didn't get any of the 5 questions correct
- I have a hisotry essay for next week, no idea what I'm gonna do with that. Maybe study Kata's notes?
- I have a geography project for next week. I need to finish it, practice it and learn everything in it and fit it all into 10 minutes
- My boyfriend is very sick. He has a fever and cough. Maybe swine flu? Though it's probably just normal flu. And it doesnt matter if it's swine i guess - some other people in his class, according to rumours, have it already. If we're gonna die we're gonna die. But i kinda doubt it.

Why have I never listened-listened to some of these songs? A Glow, Another Radio song etc.? Damn the restrictedness of 1h walks. You can never finish a two hour album in an hour.

Class picture day is on friday. We're gonna dress up like this:



Really sexy ain't it?

I can't stop platform racing.